Posts in Fiction
Holding Hands: Three Essays

I worked in the typesetting division of George Litho with seven other gay men when I began the Shanti AIDS Volunteer Training in San Francisco in 1983. Ron was one of the department’s proofreaders, and we’d gone to dinner a few times, went to the movies, once rode bikes the entire length of Golden Gate Park, all the way out to Ocean Beach. He came from a small town in the Midwest...

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All That Distance, Still Arriving

To be in bed with the woman you love at five in the afternoon, five-thirty, six. To become the Milky Way, shuddering, smeared with stars. Contained, yet always expanding. Are there sounds in outer space? Because if I were to make a single sound right now, I fear everything would burst…

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Mal du Siècle

I’ve been here for five hundred years, she said in a whisper. I lay next to her, put my ear to her lips. Are you a vampire now? Yes, she said. Inconvenient, I said. How will you survive all this sun we get here in Dubai? She pressed her teeth on my arm, leaving a sizable bite mark on the skin. I’m hungry, she said and I pushed her away and ran to my room…

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Actor at the Zombie Apocalypse Park Tries the Method

A pale evening sun seeps in and bathes his aching body as he reaches out for the glass of lukewarm water his beloved Mala has left by his bedside. His throat feels raw from all those primal grunts and groans and his arms are heavy as if clad in cold iron chains. He lifts himself into the costume, musty shreds of a t-shirt and jeans bleached under the skylight then streaked artfully in red ink. He moves slowly, pours himself in, lets his mouth hang open then runs his tongue over his cracked bleeding lips…

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